February 14th - Butterfly

"hi, u ok?"

"i'm working, i'll reply u as soon as i got home..."

Dup dap dup dap. Dup dap dup dap. Dup dap dup dap. Dup dap dup dap.

I knew he'd off work at 10.30 pm. An hour before, I shut out one of my phone and silenced the another. I didn't want to answer any call.

"hey babe :)..."

Cyber-texting blah-blah-blah

"it's 11.20 pm...time to sleep. goodnight love."

For about an hour, I was being quiet. And he was writing all times. Every second I tried to type a word,

anonymous is typing...

I waited. Because this was what I wished for. You are seldom to find a guy who will be willingly to talk about how the relationship is going, even both feel very awkward. I am thanked. Rather than guys who just plainly saying I love you at the very end of their every conversation. Rather than guys who usually never forget about their girls even one single time at a day. Rather than guys who just thinking about how to flirt, how to touch, how to play with their girls.

I am thanked because of who you are, the way you are, the way I am and the way of us being together. I completely had no idea when you admitted that you were extremely happy because of the letter. I thought you would be down because some things seemed harsh inside. But instead you keep faith on me and being very honest to me.

Why?

A guy who always believe in me completely. I can't even do that with myself. Even though I lost hope, I lost courage, I feel like giving up but you will never feel that about me. You always bring the courage back in me again. I now know,

"when you stop believing in yourself, believe in people who believe in you. keep faith on them who believe in you. because they trust you."

Thank you, dear sweetheart.

P/S:
Butterfly,
because love, just like butterfly,
flies in the air,
because love, just like butterfly,
in your boroi~